The darker side of being a doctor

I am a surgeon who has practiced for 13 years with a supportive family. However, I have experienced dark periods characterized by depression, anxiety, burnout, and suicidality. These feelings are not unique to me, as many doctors have encountered similar struggles. While the causes are multifactorial, much of the impact comes from the demands of work.

As a surgeon, I spend most of my time at work, and the intensity of my job greatly affects other aspects of my life, including my relationships and social life. Here are three factors that have led me into periods of despair: losing control of my schedule, excessive workload, and the ever-changing nature of healthcare policies.