#SHOWBIZ: Bella Astillah: 'Allah, please give me happiness, I'm so tired of feeling sad'
KUALA LUMPUR: Following a series of highly publicised marital trials, Bella Astillah revealed that she never planned or actively searched for a new partner.
KUALA LUMPUR: After experiencing multiple high-profile marital breakdowns, Bella Astillah, a 32-year-old artiste, disclosed that she never actively sought a new partner. Instead, she redirected her attention towards her career, family, and children. During a YouTube podcast with Indonesian preacher Ustazah Oki Setiana Dewi, the singer-actress revealed that she turned to God, even performing the umrah pilgrimage, during her most difficult times.
Bella emphasized that focusing on positive energy naturally attracts goodness into one's life. She admitted that her primary aspirations were to provide for her family, make her parents happy, and spend quality time with her children. She never entertained thoughts of romance or remarriage, stating that her prayer was simply: "Ya Allah, please grant me happiness after this.
I am so tired of feeling sad and in pain." Bella acknowledged that past trauma occasionally resurfaced but stressed that such feelings should never be projected onto a new partner. She expressed her hope to navigate any future challenges with faith and maturity, acknowledging that no life or relationship is entirely free of tests.
Bella is set to marry her fiancé, Muar Member of Parliament Syed Saddiq Syed Abdul Rahman, on October 10 at Level 118 of Menara Merdeka Maybank, featuring an all-white theme with Arabian and Islamic elements.
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