‘Everything remains dark’: Two women inmates reflect on Deepavali far from family

On Deepavali day, two women at a women's prison in Kajang are celebrating the Festival of Lights far from their families, experiencing a mix of longing and regret. Puvi, a 32-year-old mother of one, has been incarcerated since 2019 and finds it difficult to spend the holiday without her parents and her daughter, now nine years old.

The eldest of five siblings, Puvi misses the physical presence of her family during visits, which are limited to 45 minutes with no physical contact. She struggles to express her sadness to them but breaks down in tears once they leave. Even though she tries to hold back her sorrow, Puvi recognizes the value of her family's sacrifices and hopes to apologize and seek their blessings upon her next release, which is two years away.

Madhu, a 45-year-old single mother of five, stands to be released soon. This year's Deepavali brings a glimmer of hope, as she is close to being free. A mother of two, Madhu fondly remembers the "Bond of Love" program that allowed her to physically embrace her children last year, after months of isolation. She has learned vocational skills in hairdressing, massage, and facial treatments during her time in prison, with plans to open a hair salon and massage parlor upon release.

Madhu hopes to prove that those behind bars have the capacity for change and can contribute to society upon their release. Despite the harsh reality of their situation, Deepavali celebrations continue behind prison walls, with inmates of different ethnicities and nationalities coming together to decorate their blocks, enjoy traditional food, and foster a sense of unity.

Puvi implores the younger generation to be mindful of their actions and the consequences they may face, urging them to consider the long-term impact of their choices.