'I'm not ashamed' - Ellison on mental health and playing at 47

Kevin Ellison, a 47-year-old former Premier League player, is candid about his battle with mental health and his recent return to playing football at the age of 47. Ellison played for Leicester City in a single Premier League match against Manchester United in 2001, shortly after being rejected by his hometown club Liverpool. Prior to that, he had struggled financially and was even working on a building site and delivering furniture while playing non-league football.

In 1994, Ellison's dream of playing for Liverpool was dashed when he received a rejection letter, which crushed his aspirations. However, he persevered and eventually signed with Southport, where he made his debut at just 18. Over the next few years, he continued to play in lower divisions, eventually moving to Leicester, where he signed a contract worth £50,000.

Ellison's mental health took a turn for the worse during his time with Leicester, as he dealt with personal issues and financial struggles. At one point, he even contemplated driving off the M6 motorway to end his life. It was only through counseling and reaching out to others that he was able to overcome his depression and find a sense of peace.

Now, at the age of 47, Ellison is healthier and happier, still playing for a non-league club in Cheshire called Vauxhall Motors. He remains one of the oldest players in the FA Cup and is determined to continue his football journey. Ellison credits his mental health struggles and the support of friends and family for helping him get through the darkest moments of his life and find a renewed sense of purpose and passion for the game.